19yrs young ; loving the life i live ; having fun ; partyin' ; beach&ocean ; smiling :D

the day you chose her over me, was the day my ♥ was broken to pieces.  it was over a year, wait, maybe two years ago that this happened. i loved you. yes, i might have mistreated you but you should know that i never doubted you, not even a little bit. today is my birthday, I’m turning 19 and I still can’t believe that you remembered.  it took me a while to get over you and eventually i did ; I’M GLAD I DID ! i wouldn’t have it any other way.  you had her child a couple of months ago.  I said, ” Congrats” and I meant it.  i guess i’m just so done with this.  the day you had her child, was the day i promised myself that i will not interfere with your lives anymore.  I love how you stopped calling me.  it’s good ! for the sake of your family (you,your gf/wife, and your little girl). You know everything about me so you should know that I don’t want to be mixed up in your life. it’s best for everyone. i miss you though. i miss my NiNi. ( : thanks for texting me this morning ; it meant a lot. i forgot yours but only because i feel that i had to. i stopped thinking about you and me a long time ago and i think you should do the same. i said this before and i’ll say it again, I’m ALWAYS here for you if you need me ( : you take care now. congrats on school and everything.